The Quiet Business Room
Reused an old door from the house, for now anyways, maybe we can move in soon!
I'm mudding the bathroom drywall right now.
I'm mudding the bathroom drywall right now.
Depersonalization
I wish this depersonalization would go away.
It feels like I am on auto-pilot, in a dream, viewing myself from above, asleep, disconnected, disengaged, unreal, unfocused, out-of-touch, the world is passing me by, going through the motions, like a machine, delusional, emotionless, like a zombie... (that's all I could come up with, if you have any more suggestions, please add them in the comment section - humor helps!)
The worst part is being fully aware that I am in this state and may do something crazy at any moment without realizing it (stay tuned...)
Someone told me this is brought on by stress... but I don't feel stressed. She also said most people don't feel stressed when they are. AHHHH THE CYCLE OF PERPETUAL ZOMBIENESS. Will I ever be cured? I will try find a doctor in town - maybe he will refer me to a shrink again who will tell me to touch lampposts and tree bark as I go along my day to reconnect with reality. That shrink almost made ME feel normal...
It feels like I am on auto-pilot, in a dream, viewing myself from above, asleep, disconnected, disengaged, unreal, unfocused, out-of-touch, the world is passing me by, going through the motions, like a machine, delusional, emotionless, like a zombie... (that's all I could come up with, if you have any more suggestions, please add them in the comment section - humor helps!)
The worst part is being fully aware that I am in this state and may do something crazy at any moment without realizing it (stay tuned...)
Someone told me this is brought on by stress... but I don't feel stressed. She also said most people don't feel stressed when they are. AHHHH THE CYCLE OF PERPETUAL ZOMBIENESS. Will I ever be cured? I will try find a doctor in town - maybe he will refer me to a shrink again who will tell me to touch lampposts and tree bark as I go along my day to reconnect with reality. That shrink almost made ME feel normal...
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